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I've stoped taking my pills, I was so upset that I couldn't stand them anymore, I think I was Upset about my back, I had this really bad back problem and for almost a year we didn't know what was wrong with me.
  The weirdo doc in town here said I just pulled a muasal and put me on 3 differ pills. Flexorel, Voltenren, and one I can't remeber(sorry, bad spelling)And thats when I stop taking anti-depressits(still bad spelling, and I'm sleepy)
The Flexorel made me worst! I was always sleepy, and I was always sad. It was like I was in a differ world, and not the one I go to when I have my headphones on. I was sleeping for 1-3 hours in the middle of the day, and I was out for hours at night.
Then came Easter and I was in the most horrorable pain you can think of! I sat there with jeremaih, painting easter eges for my cousons and I was just in pain. No-one knew till I was in the car! I was crying the whole way out my grandmums'.
My grandmum and aunt jaime had to help me to the house and help me sit down in the living room, still crying. 
I can't belaive I sat there for a hour in pain. Heat pack, pain pills, pills the doc gave me, and my mum's pain pills that her doc gave her, she's a RN and she was doing her best to help me.  But NOTHING HELP!
And this I really wish I didn't do, but I'm glad I did. I walked, crying, out to the dining room and sat down with my family. And my littlest couson, Gavin aka Turd, walked up and put his hands on my leg and looked up at me and said..."Whats wrong, Turd?" And I will never forget that. All I said was "I hurt".
he kid loves me.
And my aunt amy helped me to the bathroom, Mum got my food, jeremaih and aunt amy's husbend got into a ffight then mum got into a fight with him, And at the end mum and it and grandma, amy, and jaime helped me to the car and mum took me home, got  me new pants, told dad about the prolbme and took me to WMC, where daddy works, and I was put into the ER. Thank god for wheelchairs
Then they druged me up.  Daddy came down cause mum had to get my card and I had to go to the bathroom, lol. Dad and mum got me out of bed and when mum got the card daddy walked me to the bathroom and I told him I can do it, in pain still. I went, cange into my gown and daddy heped me to bed, then I had Xrays, oh god that hurt, ladys and mum rolling me around.
Well guess what the doc said It wasn't what the weido doc in town said, He said It was something about a ligament, or whatever.
WELL IT WASN'T I went to PT and everything just cause they were to lazy to check my joints! For a half of a year, I was in and out of pain cause these dumba** didn't have my joints checked!
So a few weeks ago, mum took me to a Chiropractor and he checked me out.
He said I was out of line, WHA...!, yeah out of line, My legs are the same leght but my one leg was out farer the the other! I had a joint poped out of line!
So he took me into a differ room and played with my leg and back joints till they were back where they should be, and for the next few weeks I have to go back and have him make staore that I'm in line.
But I'm still upset at times and I'm hoping that mum takes me to the doc to see about this depression.
*dances* but I'm so mush happer cuz of my back feeling so much better! NO PAIN!!! YAY!

     ^_^ Elizabeth Nicole